let me be me..so let me see

11:25 pm

HAIII BABES!!! yeah so im ina happy moooddd hahahah tody was cool didnt od much but hung with all of friends which was awsome i liek ti when its all fo us its makes me happy hahaha yeah soo nothin else haha cept im fulll!!! hahaha

10:52 pm

Haii yeah so is this guy hottt or what hes abercrombie model AHHHHH hahaha well thats all i wanna say soo ta-ta fro now

Current Mood: annoyed

07:21 pm

Leo
(July 23-Aug. 22)
You're the recipient of the attention of at least two wonderful admirers, both of whom you'll enjoy immensely. How terrible! Don't expect anyone to be too sympathetic about this plight.

Hi! im back from my trip with sammi to OOB i think i found apart of me i never knew on this trip. And i think im going to embrace it and see where it takes me..SOunds weird right? i know im confused and bewildred myself but its just one of those things you know. Well im sitting here eating cookie dough thinking, about life and where ill be when school starts and i wont be with my best friends anymore ill be somewhere new ( somewhere nobody knows me ) i ahve ot think about how i wanna start off. Who in this new school i want to be, obviosly myself but i have a chance now to change things for the better..Well this week all my fab fours are gone, sam and sam are @ OOB cause i ahd to go home and niki is at her little place in NH so its me, that means thinking and reading and some school work. But also i wanna touch base with some people i dont wanna say forgot but that ia hven't talked to in a while, like my best friend no matter what jessica and andrea's here too..so yeah should be a good week. so i dont knwo coment or somthing..           Alanna

10:54 pm

hi... im reall upset....and i dont know i just hate everyone nobody cares for me or helps me..and its cause nobody understand i may look all giggle and happy around town and shit but on the inside im fighting with myself deciding weather i wanna be alive or dead...i honstly hate this world not 1 good thing has ever happened to me ever...and im sick of it and i want it to end...i just dont know anymore...

Current Mood: Alone

04:28 pm

Leo
(July 23-Aug. 22)
Pssst -- hey you! Yeah, you! Time to perk up and start paying attention to whatever the boss, professor or friend is saying. You never know when there might be a quiz on all this.

yeah sometimes these things make no sense

well im back from my huggggeeee break!!!

Fourth was fun went away with sammii yeah we kinda snuck out up there and got in trouble but i dont know it doesn't really bother me being punished..Yo Yo Yo Yo why does love stink hahaha funny stuff sammiii

yeah so love bites! the "kid" i was crushin bad and i totally thought was diffrent turned out to be a asshole...litterally !!! we like hung out then he never called me then i saw him and he just put his head down like i dont know what his problem is i dont know i had a dream where i saked him why he didnt call and he was like oh i thought u didnt like me but i do like you so who knows mabye...Nah fuck that mabye not hahah

welll besides that i need a job badly cause im using my moms money badly and its not good at all so yeah it seems like some ppl are gettin moody lately idk mabye its jsut me...but it seems true

well the 9th is sammii's birfday yay!!!! hahah mines the 29th idk whats goin on with mine ntohin soooo far Surpris me somone ...sadly i haven't had a birfday party since like 5th grade hahaha ima geek

well the 10th im going away with sammii i odnt know if its for a week or 4 days yet my mom and me are decidin

im goin to miss everyone next year seeing as im ogin to the mount and like all my friends are goin wo WHS but its for the best cause WHS isnt the palce for me

welll im gunna try adn keep up with this thing seeing as for the next three days i cant go out at night YAY!!!! biggg funnn

Current Mood: I dont know anymore

11:28 pm

i n f o r m a t i o n
1. name: Alanna
2. single or taken: single!! haha somtimes fun somtimes not
3. sex: female
4. birthday: July 29th soon enough
5. Zodiac sign: Leo
6. siblings: older brother, younger sister
7. hair color: brown ..died itt
8. eye color: DARK BROWN
9. shoe size: 10 i think
10. height: 5'11"..yeah im tall
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r e l a t i o n s h i p s
1. who are your best friends? Sam sam nicole jessica sarah
2. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: nope

f a s h i o n | s t u f f
1. where is your favorite place to shop?: ABERCROMBIE and FICTH!!
2. any tattoos or piercings: pierces..ok ears and my belly button buti took it out, but its goin back in..and i ahve a fake tatu right now..it means touch me in chinese
s p e c i f i c s
1. do you do drugs?: FUCK NO
2. what kind of shampoo do you use?: Herbal essance
3. what are you most scared of?: being alone..terrible
5. who is the last person that called you?: My dad i think
6. where do you want to get married?:on the beach
7. how many buddies are online right now?: couldn't tell u exact..but a fuck of a alot
8. what would you change about yourself?: hahaha dont wanna say that online!
f a v o r i t e s
1. color: pink!! YAAHHH
2. food: ummm...chiken ceasar salad
3. boys names: Logan, Luke, Travis
4. girls names: madison, kendel
5. subjects in school: actually belive it or not..science
6. animals: kittens...aww
7. sports: football and soccer
h a v e | y o u | e v e r
1. smoked?: yup..sadly
2. bungee jumped?: nahhh!
3. made yourself throw up?: ...uhh yeah
4. skinny dipped?: hahah! PLEASE>>>
5: ever been in love?: Yes, it sucks when the love is not returned
6. made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: WHo hasnt
7. pictured your crush naked?: naked? ummm no
8. actually seen your crush naked?: hahah half..top off DAMN!
9. cried when someone died?: why wouldn't i??
10. lied: HAHAH YUPPP
11. fallen for your best friend?: EWWW!!!
12. been rejected?: Yeah duh!! BOYS SUCK somtimes
13. rejected someone? hahah yup...ewww ugly guys
14. used someone?: mabye...but shhhs
15. done something you regret?: FUCK YA! try got arrested, well apreheneded
c u r r e n t
clothes: mini floral skit tank top w/ tee haha
smell: aura
favorite movie: Mystic River
desktop picture: A hotttt kidd grabin his balls in boxers ohhh godd
book you're reading: none
in cd player: dont got 1
in dvd player: a cd hahaha..it was somthin else..
color of toenails:PINK! just got em done..
color of fingernails: FAke ones soo manacer with pink tip
l a s t | p e r s o n
you hugged: sammmi
you imed: NICOLE ZAPULLLLAAA
you yelled at: My dad!
you kissed: kissed...idk

a r e | y o u
understanding: yup
open-minded: somtimes
arrogant: not really
insecure: corse
interesting: hahah yea
random: defenbtly
hungry: nope
Smart : kinda
moody: somtimes i am

hard working: Yeah!
organized: nope!!!
healthy: sorta somtimes...ehh
shy: nahhhhh
difficult: yes
attractive: hahahah somtimes!!
messy: yes
obsessed: yes...according to others

r a n d o m
In the morning i am: DEAD
all i need is: sombody to hold me
i dream about: MONEY HAHAHAH

o p p o s i t e | s e x
what do you notice first: SMILEE
last person you slow danced with: idk..sammi hahah
Worst question to ask: do u mind if...if u gutta ask yess!!!
makes you smile: the girls and "him"
Who has a crush on you: i think sum1 but cant anme em

d o | y o u | e v e r
sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: NOt
wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: NO!
wish you were younger: NO!
cried because someone said something to you?:YEAH

n u m b e r
of times i have had my heart broken: OMG CANT COUNT EM
hearts i have broken: ONE....=(
of guys ive kissed: well elts see i dk lol
of girls ive kissed: nbone..hahaha eww
of continents i have lived in: 1
of tight friends: couples
of cds i own: like 10 max
of scars on my body: umm a few

f i n a l | q u e s t i o n s
1. do you believe in God? ..honstly..yes somtimes..no
2. what was the last film you saw at the movies?: HARRY POTTER
3. favorite disney movie?: lilo and sitch, monster inc
4. what did you have for breakfast this morning?: nothingb
5. who would you love being locked in a room with?: *him*
6. could you live without your computer?: yeah
7. would you color your hair?: too late
8. habla espanol?: Si, piceno
9. what does your room look like?: cuute!
10. who is your hero?: hero..paris hilton hahah..sad hero riight?

11:04 am

what is your favorite..
gum: Orbit, any flavor! yummy
restaurant: the 99 i would say
drink: sunkiss, aka, orange soda
season: summer!! AKA NOW
type of weather: Hott, or rain..rain makes me happy.
emotion: SILLY
thing to do on a half day: eat with friends get in a few laughs you know
late-night activity: depends..
sport: sport..? soccer to play..to watch football
city: HAMPTON!
store: abercrombie and fitch

When was the last time you..
cried: thrusday night .. bad!!
played a sport: for real...god knows when..fake like wedsday
laughed: riight now...haha im silly
hugged someone: last night..i hugged sam.p bye
kissed someone: WOAH! ummm idk lol
felt depressed: once agian thrusday night badly
felt elated:elated...that is what exactlly?
felt overworked: haha work! hahaha
faked sick: idk lol alot for me
lied: probally last ngiht or somthin...tend to alot

What was the last..
word you said: Hi. (to my mom)
thing you ate: Ice Cream Bar
song you listened to: you rock my world - micheale jackson
thing you drank: sun kiss
place you went to: the center...probally
movie you saw: umm from dusk till dawn w/ sammi and niki HAHAHA too funny girls
movie you rented: actually it was the above one
concert you attended: aaron carter i think

10:59 am

01:26 pm

Leo
(July 23-Aug. 22)
Your impending decision: whether or not to give in to a certain urge, regarding a certain someone who's been sending out certain signals. Ask for advice if you need it.

wow soo true lol

well me and sammi went away to hampton!! hahaha soo many mems..

damn ...these fries are good, ohhh man, hey ladiies, those college guys!! DDR!! extreme! hahah

then we came home yesturday and i stayed in fro awhile talk to travis..that sexy kidd for a few then jessica called! love her!

then went to gelshians with sam and sam..had  a few..not good!!

then came home now im sittin here waitin for dumb and dumber - aka - sammi and niki

mabye ill call..sum1 tonight hahah hopfully that works out..well i letcha know what i do tonight latterr

Current Mood: AHH!! prayin it works

08:59 am

Leo
(July 23-Aug. 22)
You're famously fond of your home, your things and your partner. If you have a partner, they're about to be spoiled, big-time. If you don't, start interviewing -- with gusto.

well yeah finals week, so it sucks i only ahve two more half days left of school !!!! AWSOME AND BAD haahah

tom. will be a big da for me though cause its now or never with "him"

well last night i hurt my big toe and sam.p attempted to piggy-back me all the ways up w hill but haii that was nooo good

so sam and sam just like helpedme...ummmm my toe was gushin BLOOD and i jsut got them done fuckin damniiittt

yeah sooo friday night...wel sarah got trashed and i hadda take care of her..sam kinda helped but she was a lil trashed tooo so it was mainly jsut me..can u say headache!! MAJOR

then we meet suzanne,sarah.carol,erica,nicole.spinna,kathryn.monohan and went around..they're cool kidddsss!!! yesssaa

well other than that nothing big..gutta study for tom. finals today and mabye try n get over sammiis to help her clean out the garage ut i doubt will be able to do crap w/ this toe! ahhhhh it kilt

well yeah thats all so far dudes dont worry summer is comin!! THATS when it alllll gets gooodddddd

Current Mood: just woke up

10:25 am

Leo
(July 23-Aug. 22)
Your usual brand of sweet talk is lethal, to say the least. In social situations over the next couple of weeks, however, all that will change -- and amplify. Careful!

well last night was eventfull..

big fight well more yelling infront of my house my dad got pissed! haha well i guess theres was a "peace" made but w.e it was stupid!

next week is liek gettin ready ro finals week which sucks major ass!! hahaha

well today i wanna go see the day after tomorrow and idk i wanna babysitt w/ sammi but my mom has this idea were goin to hampton..mabye i can let her let me take samii too but then sammi has to babysitt which sucks!! GRRR i hate descions

but if i go to hampton my nana is payin my 50$ to just clean somthing out..and belive me i couold use that money badly!!!

well whos knows we will see

           alanna

Current Mood: crazy

10:09 pm

well this is the only thing i want in here..read it

D12 LYRICS

"How Come"

[Eminem:] So I changed huh? You got a phone, pick it up, call me

[Chorus: Eminem]
How come we dont even talk no more
And you dont even call no more
We dont barely keep in touch at all
And I dont even feel the same love when we hug no more
And I heard it through the grape vine we even beefin now
After all the years we been down
Aint no way no how, this bullshit can be true
We family and aint a damn thing changed, unless it's you

11:21 pm

Leo
(July 23-Aug. 22)
If nothing else, you're due for a wonderful embrace this evening -- and there should be a lot more than that on the agenda. Choose your weapons carefully.

well umm yeah suure thats true haha the embrace was samm lol

went int o boston saturday adn sunday..today lol

hadd tons off funn lol soo manby new mems!!!

other than that my life was sucky got ina huge fight w/ mom HUGE!!!

well thats itt for now this weeks gunna mainly suck in school

alanna

Current Mood: ok..why

12:13 am

Leo
(July 23-Aug. 22)
This is the stuff that undeserved suspicion is made of. That said, before you accuse or allow yourself to feel guilty for something you haven't done, ask lots of questions.

today ummm yeah fun day field trip lets jsut say..check for meaghan hahaha

then sams we went tannin then hung out

then sarah hooked up we drank a lil then these kidd came over..it was stupid then i went home

in charlies jeep..ohh yeahhh im soo cool now

well thats it..oh im sad im leavin whs..its final

well i love you all and i hope too see u over the summer

alanna

Current Mood: depressed

09:26 pm

Leo
(July 23-Aug. 22)
That new self-help philosophy you're trying to work into your life? No problem. Don't forget to apply the principles to your checkbook, ATM and plastic.

umm yeah wow weird.. i told my mom she needed to give me some plastic fro my new skirt today weird..

well today was sloow and boring tomorrowas gunna be fun though..party in drama yessaa

oh yeah fuckin pissed i want more than i ahve and its gettin mee soo angry well im nto gunan get into it

so yeah sum stupid whs teachers thought they were given me d's uhh no i changed that one there killers!!!! ur not gunna break me!

well tomorrow is another day completely and so is this weekend lookin froward to it lol

                                               ALanna

Current Mood: cip-cip-cherie-o

10:10 pm

Leo
(July 23-Aug. 22)
You are now officially capable of anything -- anything at all. Since you've been informed of this, please be careful where you point your unbelievable charm.

this is weird..mabye it means im capable of actually doing what i've been plannin to do hmm..

today was okay a few good stuff

• science class we did nothing at all! not a thing
• spanish me and sam jsut kinda left haha oh and i fake fella nd some girl didn't even take notice..sad
• drama - we did the play it sucked i messed up..ahh well i don't really care much..
• after school spent with sam and sam

after that it got worse..not doing so great in school

my home life is falling apart and so am i i can't wait till summer its a way to jsut be free and relaxed...thank god

oh and "him" yeah idk it weird im not gunna amke it big its small and soon..soon it will work i hope and wish!!

well da da da dats all folks...

                                                         ALanna

Current Mood: stressed

10:06 am

haii people i am in school!!!!!! im in some random class room writing this

check stephs she next to me..not really..wel yeah really

Current Mood: relaxed

10:47 pm

Leo
(July 23-Aug. 22)
You could use a little downtime. Relax with someone special or with a good book. You think along different lines when your energy is lower. Maybe you'll put some of this in writing.

sorry i missed a few days ..

nothing is new my life is actually going good .. this weekend was cool me and sammi pretty much hanged out everyday but it was fun

i went up to hampton beach saturday it was actually deserted but worth the drive to see my nana and relax-ing

well lifes probally as good as it gets so let me go enjoy it

                       Alanna

Current Mood: dance-y

12:43 pm

missed a few days nothing good
GREAT JOB IN THE WIZ TO EVERYONE!!!!!
exspeacially to jessica!!!

09:37 pm

Leo (July 23-Aug. 22) If you want the answer, get it by concentrating and persisting. All of the best changes happen this way. And if you're making a first pass at a new style, you can already feel it working for you. well yeah that is true..i am startting a new me today was okay went in late and only had math and english.. english had a test yeah that sucked ass!! after school went to bananna boat to talk to lady..i wanna work there but my mom doesn't know..ehhh :/ then came home and did social studies work!! yeah haha that was nothing ohh wait i went tannin with sammi - which was the b est darn part of the day!!! yeah thats all! alanna

Current Mood: bouncy